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Currently Listening Hands Down By Dashboard Confessional see related

hola!!!

have not updated so yea....

school-bleck. work is startign and i alreayd have a lot of essays and stuff to do. i love ms. apse our environmental science teacher cuz she's so fun and nice! mr nik is super amusing, even though i don't understand anything he's saying. mr desimone is pretty interesting. we had a talk about how i hate bush. i'm pretty sure i'm passing my classes so far, so all's good.

people-ehhh. i'm trying my hardest to start calling people and make plans. i have to call livi and jess. and lindsay a lot more often. whoops. i'm getting along with people and i'm starting to talk to a lot more people. lauren and me are good, alex and me are good, and gia and me are...good? idk. i love gia, but idk what to do anymore. when she gets upset about stuff, i have no clue on what to say. i repeat the same things over and over, so what else can i do? but, we're okay.

family-MUST.KILL.JESSICA. period. end of sentence.

mental health-bleck. i think too much, so if i stop, then maybe i won't freak. getting back inbto that point where i'm kinda okay, but if i'm upset, i won't let anyone know. and i think i'm doing a damn good job too.

boys?-ugh. don't get me started. NOTHING. AT ALL. WHATSOEVER. it sucks ass. everyone keeps whining on how thye wnat a boyfriend, or getting happy about theirs and it's making me miserable. grrrr. i swear i'm gonna just go back out with steve. he got cuter. i don't care if i'm not in love with him, i want a boyfriend dammit!

anything else? blegh. went to hempfest with lauren. mucho fun. lots of hippies stoned out of their tree. some guy kept trying to sell us some and i was like "ew no." bought suff [yay!] and next time i hope to buy clothing so yay.

so that's the update. night loves.

♥♥

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback see related

school started yesterdayyyyyyyyy. bleckkkkk.

hokay, so i gets to school and no one i knows is there. then i see gia and lauren [princess] and pounced on lauren. then i saw lossa other people i haven't seen. then sabrina comes over and goes "you're not in my homeroom anymore!!!!!!" and i look and i'm not in hers [which was ms. siegal's, DAMMIT!] and i'm in senora forbe's with gia and lauren papia. me and katie and the new girl are, which i just knew would happen. then lauren papia came and i pounced on her too. then katie came and we all pounced on her. then i practically jumped onto alex when i saw her. there was a lot of pouncing.

so we talked for a bit. i revealed to lauren the terrible news, which her and michelle found hilarious. i went up to a 36-38 D!!! it is very distressing for me. then gia bounded in randomly going "hokay, so apparently sister mary assumpta isn't dead." then bounded away. michelle laughed her ass off, then i told her about how my dad always asks how many times she's been pulled from her grave. during the assembly when sister mary was talking, poor michelle was almost dying at the end because she was laughing so hard. then we talked about lossa other stuffums, then we had to go to the auditorium. lossa boring stuff, then they introduced the new teachers. i finally have a hot teacher! when they intorduced him, about hundreds of squeal were heard. he was cute! i didn't catch his name or his subject cuz i was too busy squealing.

so we went to homeroom and got our schedules which confused the hell outta me. i don't have three classes with gia, that's all. everything else i have her and lauren. katie's is fucked up. i still don't have classes with coco, but still have religion and french with princess. i think french anyway. the teachers all seem okay, so i'll be fine. miss olsen's the only one i hate.

and that sums up my first day back. ^^

Currently Listening Stadium Arcadium By Red Hot Chili Peppers see related

goooood morning.

gia's coming over again today. she freaked out over the pphone cuz she thought she was annoying my family again. so we're gonna pick her up after we drop off shawn and get my account. i need one badly cuz i'm missing $20 from my wallet, the money i worked for. and i'm pretty damn positive it was jees, because i kept track of the money i lent nikki, and she'll pay me back. and i pissed about it because that's my goddamn money she's taking. i fucking hate her.

camp over. wrote that i have school in like a week and i can't juggle work and my summer homework. so, i plan on just reading the sparknotes online and claiming i read the book to my mother. ha.

i have watched high school musical three times now, despite the fact i hate it. twice was because of children and once was because of jess. it's making me like it and i don't want to like it! it is unfair! nerdy girls do not get all those cute guys!!!!!!!  

bleck...update later

Currently Listening Extreme Behavior By Hinder see related

rawr. one more day leftttttt. <3

went to rollerworld with camp. wheee. i was with lily and sarah and ashley and all those people. it was super cute. on the bus sarah told me about how her ninth birthday was at roller world, then i told her that i didn't have a ninth birthday party. well a little after we got there, she dragged me off and made me sit down at a table. then she gave me a big bag of cotton candy and a slushee thing and said this would be my ninth birthday. then she gave me two tokens and a tootsie roll. she offered to get me pizza, but i didn't want her spending money. it was so sweet. then she ahd all the girls come over and sing. that was so cute of them. heather suggested they get the cute staff boy to sing to me. ^^

i enjoyed myself though. i suck on those box skates. in-line are good, the others suck for me. i was skating past dan and chistine and fell flat on my ass. dan starting laughing hysterically and just skated past me. christine was the only one who came to see if i was ok. that and the cute staff kid. when i told him i was fine christine was like "why didn't you say you weren't?! he could've given you CPR!" and i started to laugh. he was that freakin' cute though! now my ass and thigh hurts. i probably have a bruise. blehhhhh.

i have a killer headache right now. and medicine ain't helping. grrrr....